Guh what the fuuck did I do? I wish I knew what I know now when it would have counted.
I just want to say that I’m sorry. Because it’s killing me to think about how shitty I’ve been recently. I wish I was better than this, but apparently I’m not.
I just feel like I’m messing everything up, and I’ll regret everything later. And I’m really starting to regret my recent decisions. ugh. Why do I have to be so fucking shitty sometimes? No, actually all the time. I have a lot of self hate. And I think that I should.
I’m so overwhelmed. I feel like my life is going to collapse into shit really soon. I am fucking everything up, and that’s becoming apparent…
Guys. I really don’t want to live at home anymore. The only thing that was making me stay is now pushing me out. Incredibly stressed out….
ihopericksantorum: I hope Rick Santorum wants to ask someone to the Yule ball, but they’re already going with Cedric Digory.
You’re always haunted by the idea you’re wasting your life.– Chuck Palahniuk (via abasa)