March 2012
Guh what the fuuck did I do?
I wish I knew what I know now when it would have counted.
I just want to say that I’m sorry. Because it’s killing me to think about how shitty I’ve been recently. I wish I was better than this, but apparently I’m not.
I just feel like I’m messing everything up, and I’ll regret everything later. And I’m really starting to regret my recent decisions. ugh. Why do I have to be so fucking shitty sometimes? No, actually all the time.
I have a lot of self hate. And I think that I should.
I’m so overwhelmed. I feel like my life is going to collapse into shit really soon. I am fucking everything up, and that’s becoming apparent…
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Guys. I really don’t want to live at home anymore. The only thing that was making me stay is now pushing me out. Incredibly stressed out….
ihopericksantorum:
I hope Rick Santorum wants to ask someone to the Yule ball, but they’re already going with Cedric Digory.
“You’re always haunted by the idea you’re wasting your life.”
– Chuck Palahniuk (via abasa)
